Happy New Year


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2008 is here! This week was full of gatherings and parties. It was fantastic to see our friends. Lots of dancing, Pantomime, jokes and catching up friends.
I met my classmates as well. Marjia is pregnant! I knew it as soon as I saw her approaching our table. Words can't describe how happy I am for her. I wish her an easy pregnancy. Muna's baby girl, has grown so much. She is one tall baby!
The more I see my friends fall into family roles, the more I get scared and want to avoid it. I don't know why I feel, that having kids is equal to destruction of all my dreams!! So I hope I can accomplish as much I want before I have kids. The more I think about it, the more I feel we will be pin down to one place. The conservative side of me likes it but the ambitious side wants more..I want to travel..study somewhere else. Learn to do floral arrangements, Learn to DJ, Learn how fix a car engine and dance moves. Read books and more books. So much to do and so little time. At the same time I feel guilty of being so happy and relaxed in my life right now. I feel I am not doing my best and that I will regret not doing things that I should do now. I don't know why I feel that if I let these years to slip by, I may regret them big time. To be honest I can't see myself grow old. May be I die before that!

Anyways, my resolution for this year is to exercise more and don't be scared of challenging the what ifs!

I love Hot, the new song by Avril Lavigne. It completely shows how I feel now in my life!

I wanna lock you up in my closet,
when no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket,
because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner,
and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever,
I'll say it aloud

Now you're in and you can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me Baby Baby

I can make you feel all better, just take it in
And I can show you all the places, you've never been
And I can make you say everything, that you never said
And I will let you do anything, again and again
Now you're in and you can't get out

Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me love me
Don't ever go

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me Baby Baby

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